Scariest thing just happened.. 
 
Felt like I was about to die. Scared the heck out of my mum :/ oops.

No clue what happened but it left as soon as it came and I don't know what it is.. 

okay. now that I'm no longer on the verge of death, I resume studying. such a pain. ):

First post of 2012! 

With school starting in less than a week D: can't remember how to blog and I think I've lost a portion my language skills ._. the horror... >< 

Better make this week count but I can't seem to stop playing these time-wasting games ): such an annoying addiction >(

Stepping into the I-don't-know-what-th week of school already! O: and looking forward to Wednesday ^^ (no school :D) 

Yesterday's band prac was funny xD 

Conductor: make it sound more like.. a water droplet.
-I look towards the snare player and cymbalist.. we all had the o.O face... what the heck is a water droplet supposed to sound like.. laugh to ourselves- 

Plus dinner at grandparent's place.. hmm.. there was a rather awkward silence at the kids table. (which i happen to still be sitting at..) and everybody ate their food super fast. and then, more silence.. maybe it's a generation gap D: but then I'm not that old. (6 years is alot though) :/ must put in more effort to connect X: they seem nicer now. heh. 

Tuesdays are crazy long days.. cuz of VCF.. but thank God it's fun (: the timing is just a little screwed. 

Hoping to go cycling on Wednesday if i can wake up early (to the zoo maybe :D), and 3 musketeers if all goes as planned. 

ho ho ho and then after this week there's still hari raya to wait for :D 

waiting for 7pm...

Ho ho.. sudden lightbulb moment.. 
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Humans are pretty prideful creatures. Just witnessed an explosion of temper from me dad and it's definitely not the first time this has happened cuz of some small insignificant disagreement (like which table should be used for cell group later) =.= epic zzzz and there was this huge kaboom in my bro's room....

Realised that apologies are pretty rare in these situations. I mean, how many people sit back and reflect on their actions that day. A heck load of them, but who actually goes and apologizes for their misdeeds and crime that happened. heh i know i don't :x

like randomly venting on other people especially when they're super annoying people. (makes it hard to say they're innocent when they're irritating).. but oh wells..

New resolution to not get pissed off at bro when he is being disgustingly annoying. 

what would Jesus do? O.o obviously not shout. but would he ignore him? o.o no, he'd probably recite some scripture verse or smth to calm the situation. -.- must make an effort to memorize good calming verses.... related to annoying little brothers. (who's not little enough to be cute...) 

difficult difficult difficult. okay! end of random lightbulb moment~ 

must get back to studying T.T how will i ever finish reading all the notes ): 

at least there's bible study later :D yay! 

The weather is making me sleepy~~~~~ 

CAs on Monday! D: how did time fly so fast. whoosh!

Major crisis.. I've been eating like non-stop.. and I have no idea why.. It's seriously abnormal for me to be eating this much. ._. 

Maybe it's the result of my fever last week.. zapped some of my brain cells to death and those probably regulated normal eating habits T.T nooooooo ): 

I've got like net increase of weight despite being sick ._. like normal people lose weight when they're sick.. this is way bizarre. 


New resolution to exercise a heck load when I recover >< (hey doesn't this sound familiar..)

On the other hand, today I'm just really grateful for everything (: The Lord provides ~ yay. 

Happy birthday Jasmine! Can't believe you spent your birthday mugging in the library ._. respect. All the best for your test on Monday ^^ 



And thank you Joy for the hoodie (: it is nice :D i will wear it (: when it comes out from the washing machine ^^ 

Frickin nosebleeds today cuz of the fever.. burned a hole in all the blood vessels probably.. 

I need steak now.. my source of iron. heeeee :D 

I'm probably very sick-looking now (loads of people have been saying that) to the point of ghost-like... 

Went to see the doctor cuz the fever won't go away D< it's creating this dependency on panadol and ibuprofen.. which isn't good. ): boo

Missing all my friends.. really need a good hug ): I feel confined, like i haven't seen much of the outside world... 

Been sleeping alot.. it's a wonder how much i can sleep with cough syrup ._. 

Sick now cuz my cousin Jumi spread whatever she has to me ): so it's like a combination of everything bad. meh ): 

Climbed the flight of stairs to my room and my heart is like racing. ._. super unhealthy.. when i recover, I resolve to exercise more (like run..) but yeah to what friend said today about ancient cavemen laughing at us running o.o it used to be a necessity for their hunting but now we do it "recreationally"  and for health benefits (which barely counts as recreational especially if you dislike every second of it.. that would be me) okay disclaimer. not every second.. the first 5 seconds are like awesome... then the rest of the 20 minutes are like hell." 

So yeah.. today anat hall was uhm not bad for the first hour, but me with my not so awesome attention span couldn't take the next hour so left early and went for lunch :D yay! (which was mediocre) 

Still super grossed out by what sx said randomly.. ._. Don't think I'll be leaning my head in that direction any time soon.. 

Histology is just confusing but at least anatomy is comprehensible.. Just need to mash them both together >( 

So far, everything is under control. ^^ minus health. 




God is a genius for making our bodies the way it is. Every bone every structure all fits nicely into place. (: 



The room seems to be shaking ._. could be the effects of the cough med .. whee~ 

Hope I'm better by Friday ): Really wanna go for OG dinner..

Whoohoooo! :D VCF officially started today x) yay!

It's this thing I noticed that after cell group/bible study meetings, I feel this strange nice feeling.. No idea how to describe it but it's good and I like it (:

Stoned this whole afternoon to the point that it was really unhealthy.. Even got a headache from stoning too much. Like literally stared at my comp screen looking at absolutely nothing of worth. It was even't Facebook. It was like.. Finder =.= Finally sorted out the whole external hard drive issue and erased it clean and reformatted it to some Mac OS format instead of NTFS or smth.. so complicated...

and today's lectures weren't of any use either. lolz, DNA and RNA ... o.o Plants vs Zombies -ed most of the 4 hours away... yay :D i <3 P v Z :D woot! (:

So after an unsatisfying day at school and at home, I'm so thankful for VCF (:

Praise the Lord ~

oh yeah and I like the Hebrews verse that the dude used (:

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survived another packed weekend and made it through the concert without any uh obvious screw-ups.. i hope ._.

at least I end at 1pm these 2 days :D yippee for half days. back in primary/secondary/jc, half day meant ending at 10.. I'm pretty satisfied with 1pm tyvm.

another 6 day work week coming up... nyeh...

I quite miss my jc pals. somehow the reason links back to our LT seating which is absolute crap.

Today I brought a winter jacket to school and it was useful. any colder and I'm gonna wear hiking boots.